Sunday, June 7, 2009

What I DO believe...at least some of it...

A number of conversations, real and virtual, have recently gotten me thinking through about "how far" should we go in a process of deconstruction. When we start process of dismantling previously held
convictions...you know what I mean, asking questions and wrestling with answers...it is painful and difficult. But when is the tipping point reached when it becomes easy and pain-free to be forever dismantling.

I want to guard against a glib iconoclasm(literally ‘image-breaking’): where the "old" and the "previous" is immediately disposable and somehow of no value. The great danger that we end up facing is that it can be satisfying to debunk narrowness and cultural exclusivity. That satisfaction that leaves us with our own new barriers and orthodoxy.

I think that with the wrestle of deconstruction there has to be a commitment to the elements of construction...of building.

So, as a corrective to constant affirmation of what I do NOT believe, here are a few provocations to ponder that might balance and present what I DO believe. This is not exhaustive...but off the top of my head thoughts, that may not be very well thought thru...chuckle....:

  • The Christian faith is not just a matter of creeds and system of belief (it is way of life - worship, community, daily witness, a holy lifestyle etc etc)...BUT unless we can talk about the historic Jesus and connect our story with the life of the church through the ages, then we end up building a new "religion" (devising our own creeds, however palatable and "humane" they may seem) which is human-centered rather than God-centered.
  • The church needs to be a place of safety, inclusion and welcome, NOT a place of judgment and exclusion...BUT unless we give and accept permission to each others pain, we cannot call each other to a life that truly reflects the reality of Jesus the risen Christ...and we will end up lost in our own brokenness.
  • The church is a place of equality where the least is the greatest NOT a place of patriarchy and hierarchy...BUT unless we can model godly leadership and authority, we are denying the transformative effects of the gospel on the structures of human society.
  • Teaching is just one of many gifts given to the church and should NOT be an opportunity for elitist (‘I am better than you’) monologues that are detached from the lives of real people living and working in a real world...BUT unless we build relevant means of discipling ‘Jesus followers’ in scripture and tradition, we will be left wallowing in the self-satisfaction of our own knowledge rather than sharing it with others and passing it on to future generations.
  • Followers of Christ are NOT just adherents to a religious lifestyle that expresses itself with vehement arguments against the cultural and/or religious issues of our day...BUT they are people whose imaginations have been captured by the power of Jesus to hope in the greatest darkness. They are a people who ask the greater more personal questions of:
What does Jesus think about our consumptive lifestyles?
What does Jesus think about the enviromental crisis?
How would Jesus respond to the ever lowering standards of television?
What would Jesus’ response be to reality of our economic position in the world and the presence of poverty and injustice?
How would Jesus respond to the sexuality of our age?
What would Jesus’ comments be regarding the shallowness of so many of our relationships...and that we hide who we are behind the masks of addictive lifestyles?
...to name a few....
  • Worship is NOT just a time to be joyful and proclaim personal truths but a space to come together in shared lament, protest, struggle and mystery...BUT if we lose celebration and the expectation of God joining with us by His Holy Spirit, we lose the source and energy for any gift that we may think the church has to offer the world.
  • God is God and we dare NOT feel that we can package and own all the truth about who God is BUT we do know something and unless we own the story we are in danger of falling into the worship of someone or something else, (our spiritual search and journey is really about unmasking that which what we hold as most dear...its His kindness that draws us to Himself...and its His kindness that unmasks our true ‘affections’...and leads us to repentance – the great affection transfer).

1 comment:

Elizabeth Birak said...

So I was just reading your blog ("What I do believe...") and I just wanted to thank you for what you wrote. I feel like you've worded perfectly what I've been feeling but haven't been able to verbalize...

The past couple of years I feel like I've been in the middle of this struggle of the two extremes of the church: one side clinging for their lives to every tradition and their selfish club-like mentality of earning a spot on the "church team", versus those who throw away everything familiar of what they know the church to be, but end up throwing out the simplest Biblical principles and have as you said, a religion based on humanism.

So I started to feel like a person without a country... I didn't really fit on either side of the argument. At my dad's church (I always thought he was a very traditional guy, but the more I'm in ministry, the more I realize he's not... lol) I was ostracized for welcoming (gasp!) single mothers to the church and wanting to hang out more with the people in the community (When I planned a neighborhood kid's night, one woman actually asked me, "why would we want to do that?") I also have been reconsidering the church's role in the environment (aren't we supposed to be good stewards of what is God's?) and that's why Trevor and I want to get involved in Mela. We want to lead a healthier life, because we feel like that's what God wants for us, and we should be setting an example for other believers. So that leaves me out of the typical red-blooded Bible-thumping, Southern Republican I've been taught my whole life to be. (you went to Lee... you know what I mean) lol.

But I don't fit in on the other side of the argument either. I don't think we can afford to lose the Biblical principles the church was founded on. I've met too many people who are too quick to be different for the sake of being different (when really, they're just forming a new cliche)... making their opinions moral absolutes when they are really just opinion. Doesn't line up with scripture? Who cares? The Bible's outdated anyway... it can't handle the cultural changes we've had to go through... (oh, please.)

I guess pastoring a church with recovering drug addicts, common-law partners and charity cases force you to see things differently. We've got all the people a "normal" church would not accept. I think it's great. But at the same time we can't lose God's standard. How do we do this? Can't we just love God and love people? Isn't that what Jesus commanded us to do? Can't we just model our ministries after Jesus? He loved the people. He called on them to change their lives, to turn away from their sin and follow Him, but first he just loved them. Everything stemmed from His love. It's so simple it's kind of scary.

Anyway, I have rambled way too much. I'm always home alone with a two year old, can you tell? haha... So, thank you for writing this blog. It's a great mixture of a radical love for Jesus and his peeps and Godly wisdom.

Blessings,
Elizabeth